There are two “I don’t know”:
The lack of information in the mind and
the empty openness of effortless being.
Back to mating!
Presence, being home, as an acquired taste?
So precious to risk, to trust;
nothing at stake, but the dissolving of a lifelong imagined prison
(Thank you Magdi!).
Believing myself to be “me” I had no choice but to look outside for fulfillment and happiness; always hungry for more!
The suffering, the mess, the confusion came in because I was not happy in my own skin. I tried to find myself in thoughts and feelings; busy being busy.
Vibrational Awakening
Life is inter-human relationships. I find it enormously nurturing and inspiring to meet one another in Presence (i.e. at the GardenOfFriends.com or in Satsang, or here and now).
Not lost in the chit-chat of the mind, but still, open, available, vulnerable.
Shamelessly resting in being; effortlessly.
Instead, I always ran away from no-thing, it felt awkward when there was no content, when mind had nothing to do.
What an interesting thing this me-chanism of the person!
And how long we can suffer until we discover the happiness and joy that is our birthright, or true nature!
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